Posted in November 2011

The End Before the Beginning

One week ago, someone was expressing a deep interest in me – beyond the close friendship that we’d had for the past few years.  One week ago, someone was asking me on a date for Thursday.  Given my normally dateless state, this was naturally an exciting prospect, which I really looked forward to.  I wondered … Continue reading

Unexpected Answer, part 2

Now, it’s confession time: It’s not that my feelings were wiped and not replaced with feelings for another.  There’s a good possibility that that’s what happened.  (Note: this was not what I was looking for. In fact, I thought that NO one could measure up. Ever.) Enter a friend I’ve known for a few years.  We hadn’t seen … Continue reading

Unexpected Answer, part 1

Less than a week ago, a part of my heart and mind were filled with thoughts of a potential relationship with a certain guy.  I’ll use the term “potential” loosely, since he was not seeing the potential.  He recognized how much we had in common and how much we enjoy each other’s company.  We both … Continue reading

In medias res

It seems strange to begin in the middle.  In medias res, if you will.  That’s where I am right now.  I’m in the middle of my 30s.  I’m in the middle of figuring out my next steps.  I’m in the middle of some “heart drama.”  I’m in the middle of God’s love.  I’d love to … Continue reading